Day 47: 300 calories. I've just been out for a meal with friends, got the salmon salad.
I'm so upset. I feel fucking gigantic. My friends think that one of our friends has an eating disorder. That she exercises all the time and hardly eats and that she's losing so much weight and she's gonna collapse and they're all so so worried about her. No ones noticed me. I've lost weight but I'm still fucking huge. Need to lose so much weight. Is it terrible that I want people to notice me too?